Wheres my book!?

Has anyone seen a book that has life's answers in it!?  If so can you please send it to me...I could use the help.  Course I ask that question and I get "there is such a book...its called the bible!"  Yea I need something more concrete then a fairy tail.  Of course I'm joking about such a book...but others are dead serious about the bible.  Anywho...I'm kinda stuck in life at the moment...I want to be happy...but what do I have to sacrifice to get to that level!?  Do I leave all my friends and my comfort zone!?  I know I wont know till I do it...but once I leave my job here in Detroit...theres no coming back this time.  I guess the only holding me back is job security...I cant afford to be jobless again...yet I don't want to just sit around and let time waste away...I don't know...that seems to be my answer a lot...I don't know...

"This town needs an enema!!" ~The Joker

I don't get this city and I for sure don't get the scum that live in it.  Going through life I not only try to better myself but...make sure I don't make the same mistakes I see others make.  Even growing up...I see people do things or act a certain way that I know thats not how I want to be or do things...especially how many people live their lives...so I make sure I'm not that way.  I just don't understand why these people want to live the way they do or why they wouldn't want to make themselves better people.  I understand they're in a city that is utter shit...but that doesn't mean they can't pick up a book and read or get educated!  Then you hear all the excuses...bla bla fucking bla...then the race card comes out...and when they're all said and done it's everybody else fault but their own!
Anyways...here are some pics from my night last night at work...I work in a level one trauma hospital in downtown detroit...if you can imagine it...I've probably seen it...every person that comes in shot...stabbed...beat to utter shit always...always has the same excuse "I was just minding my own business!"...yet they have $10,000 in cash and two guns on them...this city needs to burn!!